So I am still on the psychiatric intensive care unit. But feeling much better so it’s hard to be on here as I am more bored now I’m less unwell.
There is not much to do and there are restrictions on phone and internet access. But a lovely nurse gave me my iPad to use which is great :)
The others patients are predominantly nice and kind, although some are very unwell. There is one woman who is lovely one minute then horrible the next… She is hard to live with.
I am on a lot of medication at the moment. I am on citalopram, lamotrigine, haloperidol, promethazine and prazosin. I am also due my depo injection of clopixol today. I hate my depos as I always get scared they are going to kill me but it’s OK. They haven’t done so far!!
I am still doing well with eating …. No purging and I have lost another four pounds :)
The hallucinations are getting better and less persistent. I am still suffering badly with nightmares and flashbacks though, but that is just par for the course with PTSD.
I have written some poetry which I would like to share on here but I am not sure if it is too triggering. It is about my abuse etc. Oh well I’ll see when I fancy sharing it and just put a trigger warning on it.
I hope you are all well, and message me if you want to ask any questions or are bored. Love to all.